I think I've been having an
It's a Wonderful Life experience. Which is funny because that was the last movie we watched at the store before closing up for Christmas. (
Thank you Google video!)
Since coming back from my little Christmas vacation, my first two-week stretch away from the business since
last Christmas, I've had some difficulty getting my groove back. To confound matters, my holiday sales, and my year in general, were less than anticipated. I've been very hesitant to admit that here at the blog. Frankly, I feel like I should put my best face forward here since it's kind of a reflection of my business. And then I called bullshit on myself and here I am writing about it.
Besides, it's really no surprise that my sales were down last year.
Holiday sales across retail were down this year. If the big retailers can admit it, so can I!
So, as I was saying, since coming back from my little hiatus, I've been in a total funk. Which means that I have been so unproductive that I'm just a waste of space. Oh, well, I have started a bunch of projects but then I usually abandon them thinking
oh what's the use? And that's because over the past few days, I've started preparing myself to close Zola Jones. It had started to occur to me that if the big retailers are struggling, what chance do I have?
It doesn't help that I'm a total news junky. I love NPR and I read
RedEye on my commute and I usually visit cnn.com and other newsy sites several times each day. But the news is pretty gruesome these days. Sales are down, people are losing their jobs, big companies are closing, and the real estate market is basically frozen. What a time to try to earn a living making bags! And I ask again, how can I possibly make this little business work?

Then, of course, customers started coming in again, including a vegan who was very excited about the new leatherette bags and a custom order upcycling an old leather coat. And once again I've been swept away in the wonder of Zola Jones. For without me, these ladies would not have gotten their wonderful bags! What would this world be without me, Clarence?!
That's when I realized
I can't imagine NOT making bags! In fact, today I finally got back to work and put together some new totes that I started Monday. Oh, it felt so wonderful to be sitting at the sewing machine once again! A sewing machine that I love so much ... I've named her. OK, don't laugh now. I also name cars and other machines I rely on. Anyway, Betty White is like my friend at this point. I've spent so much time at that sewing machine over the past few years, she's practically a part of me!
Now, I ask you, how can a man who names a
cat Zola Jones and a
sewing machine Betty White do anything
but make bags?